Postings from the void of Banausia

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  A new journey

  • 2014-12-11, 12:52
  • Martin Kæstel Nielsen
  • • kaestel.dk

  Getting ready to leave on a new journey, taking me to Uganda, Dubai and the Philippines.

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  It is all about life

  • 2014-09-16, 18:45
  • Martin Kæstel Nielsen
  • • kaestel.dk

  I have so many love stories in my past. All starting out with all consuming happiness, too many of them ending with overwhelming sadness and an endless pile of questions with answers I don't really like.

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  The risk of being hurt

  • 2014-08-31, 00:39
  • Martin Kæstel Nielsen
  • • kaestel.dk

  I live to allow myself the risk of being hurt.
  By my standards it is a risk worth taking.

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  The flow

  • 2014-07-17, 08:13
  • Martin Kæstel Nielsen
  • • kaestel.dk

  Surely something is trying to show us something. It is undeniable! Just look at the signs. They are everywhere. And even when it is right in front of us, written in flashing big red capital letters, sometimes we still doubt it. We have been taught to doubt when something seems to good to be true.

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  Oh shit. Fuck.

  • 2014-06-18, 10:18
  • Martin Kæstel Nielsen
  • • kaestel.dk

  I am naked. All my flaws are exposed. There is so much light and nowhere to hide. Not even for a second, to rest, to think. I don't want to hide. I am lost, and I don't know what hiding means. There is only hiding from myself, and that has never felt like home. I can't fight truth. It is pointless.